l a d y x a n a x

tiny blue
eager to please
just wash me down
to end the scattering
and hush the butterflies
- conclude this senseless suspense

sate my sweet tooth
this bitter confectionary
a bonbon of tranquility
amid a swirling mind
aching for emancipation

could have been a puff or a poke
a bump or a swallow
to scare up this fix
and discard this foreboding

now i move unfettered
unshackled, save for torpor
buffered by the sweet haze of languor
and the heaviness of a body
laced with indifference and laze